His Grace comes in the morning

Last night was a hard night! It was one of those reflective ones, that come on unexpected. I was thinking about my past, my choices who was and was very baffled on how this girl that i am could have been that girl? I know Gods grace has covered me and released me and i am clean, it just stinks that sometime you have to remember the sour to enjoy the sweet. However, his grace comes in the morning, i did wake with such a peace and i know his arms were around me and my heart. I just need to remember he doesn't waste a hurt and he will use all of my past for his glory. Just sometimes i wonder why we think we are better doing things for ourselves. . .